At loss recently...
I need to get my old self back to fight all these battles...
I miss myself during secondary school days...
Am i that insecure that i've to seek refuge & reassurance in other people?
I've lost a big chunk of my self-confidence...
This is not the "me" i know of...
I've sailed through rougher tides; has the steering on my ship gone broken? The radar, perhaps?
Expectations... are they too high? Or have i not worked hard enough?
It's time to move out of my comfort zone & wake up!
First things first!
Sometimes reality makes people realise that the outcome is going to be similar whether you give up or persevere. Ain't that true?
Am I not cut up for this?
Enlighten me, please.
The Road Not Taken ~ Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
